User blog comment:Fairingrey/May 3, 2015 Thoughts About Quitting and Where Ishtaria Is Heading/@comment-25832318-20150504044055/@comment-24802125-20150504051109

Thanks for your post! I've definitely heard news about you here and there and we did enjoy dueling your union even if for a bit.

So let's see. You know, quite honestly, I was in that chat for a very brief time also. Was invited courtesy of BlackWidow and I think I saw you there. Quite frankly, I didn't want to point any fingers that night when we dueled KAIJU, and although I felt very fishy, I'd rather have just let the matter rest since it wasn't a big deal to my union anyway -- we were quite mystified after hearing the talk about how some members had some really large point counts.

I think it's somewhere in the history, but I mentioned to watch out for speedhackers... and I guess my gut feeling was right. It was just so brutally more obvious this time around that I didn't even hesitate to make this kind of post because this shit's just blatantly obvious.

Hackers make an non-level playing field. There has to be equal sets of rules for both teams. No hacks means no hacks. To just see that happen in a game like this just brings down your spirit so much. About where this game's really going if people just blatantly do that.

Scrubs isn't the best union out there, but I'll be damned if we don't try. It's just that we can't fight impossible battles -- no one can.

It took me a few days to come to this decision - we knew prior to our engagements that there would be hackers in our duels, no doubt about it. But we'd do our best and play honestly, hoping for the best. Yet the top doesn't look for honest people, at least, not the way that SS had it. The top is just filled with a few unions that are... questionably "strong" if that's anywhere near the right term for it.

I don't enjoy ever leaving any community that I felt like I had a huge hand in, but I just think it's time I thought about myself and what was really fun for this game, the union I managed, and in the end it wasn't just my decision to move away from it -- it was ours.

I'm glad, however, seeing how much some people care for me despite never having spoken a word to me. Those who I never knew or met extended their comments to say their words of appreciation, and I'm only happy to receive them. I won't be here anymore to continue helping out this wiki, but I hope someone reliable can take my place.

Thank you for your comment!